3. "

    5. You’re a ghost town I’m too patriotic to leave.
    15. I was still lonely so I did even lonelier things.
    16. Yes, I’m insecure, but so was my mother and her mother.
    17. No, he loves me he just makes me cry a lot.
    18. He knows all of my secrets and still wants to kiss me.
    20. It just didn’t work out
    23. I cut him out at the root, he was my favorite tree, rotting, threatening the foundations of my home.
    24. The women in my family die waiting.
    25. Because I didn’t want to die waiting for you.
    26. I had to leave, I felt lonely when he held me.
    27. You’re the song I rewind until I know all the words and I feel sick.
    30. We emotionally manipulated one another until we thought it was love. 
    31. Forgive me, I was lonely so I chose you

    34. I belong deeply to myself


  4. Head down.
    Always unbelievably unable to convey it correctly. This feeling.

    "but you are always too intense
    frightening in the way you want him
    unashamed and sacrificial
    he tells you that no man can live up to the one who
    lives in your head
    and you tried to change didn’t you?
    closed your mouth more
    tried to be softer
    less volatile, less awake
    but even when sleeping you could feel
    him travelling away from you in his dreams
    so what did you want to do love
    split his head open?
    you can’t make homes out of human beings
    someone should have already told you that
    and if he wants to leave
    then let him leave
    you are terrifying
    and strange and beautiful
    something not everyone knows how to love.”


  8. Charlotte sometimes crying for herself. Charlotte sometimes dreams a wall around herself

    But it is always with love.

    With so much love it looks like everything else of Charlotte Sometimes.

    Listened to this on the way home and it meant something new to me.

  9. For the lazy veg. Bagel-Banana-Veg Pad Thai.
    Forever grateful. Early Morning Realness.
    Meditation, Prescription of granite every morning.

  10. I think I’ve found it.
    Horse Flats ‘14